July 23 ’44 Sun. 1:30 P.M.

Darling –

I don’t know what I’ll do if I have to go thru another day without hearing from you! I get more lonesome & blue for you everyday & it’s worse since I haven’t rec. a letter in so long.

I’m writing this a little earlier today because A. Ruth might come out this aft. & I may not get a chance to write then. If she doesn’t come out we may go to the Armo.

Well, I got up & went to 8:15 Mass for a change. I went to Communion but I still don’t feel so good if I don’t eat first. Even if I go to an early Mass. Guess I’ll try 6 oclock Mass when I quit work cause I want to go to Communion as often as I can. I felt so good after I received Communion this morning — just to think I had Our Lord & our sweet baby both in my body! That’s why I want to receive Communion often so our baby will be as close to God as possible. I know we will have a good sweet baby if I do that.

When I left for Mass about 8 oclock this morning I saw Vic & Bob running up the street. The alarm didn’t go off & they were late – Dot didn’t get to go til 11 Mass. When the kids & I got home she had breakfast ready – so while she went to Mass I fixed dinner – peeled potatoes, fixed pudding, & vegetable & made the meat loaf – so we can eat early. We are going to eat about 2:30. I haven’t cooked for so long – I hope it tastes good. It sure felt funny cooking again!

I just came home to write you & wash out a few things. Helen came over a few minutes ago & gave me T.J.’s Communion picture. It sure is a nice one & I wish you could see it. I thanked her for it. She also told me that Frieda & Rosemary won’t come to Mom’s today. Frieda’s got company & Rosemary & Leonard went to Chicago this morning for a week. Helen’s going out to Mom’s after while but I don’t think I will this Sunday. Maybe I’ll go next Sunday. I just don’t feel like doing anything without you, honey! I love you & miss you so much! If you were only here with me now!

Honey, when you sleep in town – where do you mean? S. Francisco or Albany? Is the Depot right in Albany or a little way out of it? I worry about you so! I’ll be so glad when you are home again so I can take care of you!

Menze is coming over to Dot’s this aft. to see if he can find out what is wrong with our Victrola. Maybe he can fix it – I hope so.

Well, darling, I hope you are getting all my letters. Please take good care of yourself & God be with you always! I love you & pray every day you can come home soon!

All our love & kisses,

Jean & Butch.

P.S. Honey, I meant to tell you this a long time ago. IF you ever get anyplace where your mail is censored & you want to tell me something – write it under the stamp. Of course it can’t be very much & you;ll have to use a stamp instead of sending it free. But I’ll know when there is a stamp on you letter you might have something written under it — I can read what’s under it by holding it up to the light. Of course, you may not ever have to do this, being on the Coast, but you never can tell & it’s a good thing to know.

Bye again, honey

Always you,

Jean.

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July 19 ’44 Wed. 7:45 P.M.

july 20 env

Hello Sweetheart!

No letter again today but I guess you wrote Mon. & it takes, at least, 3 days to get mail from Calif. I know that’s why I haven’t heard from you. But, Frank, you ought to have sent me a wire or night letter just to let us all know you are Ok. We don’t know where Albany is – it may be hundreds of miles away from the explosion & then again it might be pretty close! Until we hear from you, you know how worried we will be. Maybe you couldn’t get to a place to send a wire but you could have sent an Air Mail letter. I sure better hear from you tomorrow, honey! A package with gum & 2 rolls of film came today, darling! And thank you so much for it! We can’t even get those kind anymore. I can really use the film, too. It was sure sweet of you to send it. I appreciate it a lot, honey!

When I came home from work, I walked over to our house to see if I had any mail & I saw Pop standing by the Drug store with Bobby. He waved & tipped his hat. I didn’t get a chance to tell him yet he’s going to be Grandpa again – maybe Mom told him – but I doubt it. I’m going to tell him & Grandpa whether they think I’m crazy or not. Ha.

Honey, I saw Kohrman in the D. store Sunday & he said he is going to be a free man sometime this week! I guess Dot really went thru with the divorce! I feel so sorry for both of them. Kohrman seemed so blue. I think Dot is crazy to do it! That’s something that will never happen to us, isn’t it, honey? We’ll love each other & be so happy the rest of our lives!

I’ve been thinking of Larry & Louise so much lately, as soon as I quit work, would like to see them. I want to talk about being Godmother for the new baby & how we are going to work it with you gone – where & when it will be – etc. Also tell them about our baby & where you are now. I don’t have any way of getting out there, tho. Kohrmann offered to take me some Sunday aft. He says he goes out there about twice a month. I tho’t it was sure nice of him but didn’t know what you would think? Of course, I wouldn’t stay late – I would come home about 5 or 5:30. It’s the only way I have of seeing them. Of course, I know Larry would pick me up after work sometime but then, how would I get home? Oh well, it isn’t important but I would like to see them before the baby is born.

I think Dan told Larry about the baby tho, – already. He said he met Larry on the elevator at work & Larry asked him if he got moved Ok & if he ever heard from you. He told Larry you were going to Calif. & then told him we were expecting a baby! Larry sure acted glad & told Dan he bet we were both happy! You know, Frank, Larry made that retreat last spring for a baby for them & he told you he also made it for you – so his prayers probably helped us too. I want to tell him that & thank him.

Well, honey, it’s getting late & we are all going to the Armo tonite. I’ll write more to this later. I love you so! Bye for now.

Goodmorning darling!

Gee, I wish you were here so I could kiss you good-morning! I don’t think I’d let you go to work, tho, – I’d never let you go, honey! Won’t it be wonderful to together again?

Honey, I just have a few minutes this morning – it was too late to write anymore last nite. We got home about midnight. They are starting the show earlier but the pictures were pretty long.

Forgot to tell you. Frank Mascara is home from “boots” at Farragut. I saw him in his car as I walked over to Dot’s for supper. Wonder how he liked boot camp? (Vic said Frank is an E.M. 3/c! He got his rate before he went in. Boy, that sure beats everything, don’t it?)

Still haven’t found out about Hal Rick or where he is. Hope & pray he wasn’t in that terrible explosion!

Darling, I love you & miss you so much. Take good care of yourself & God be with you always! Hurry home to us!

All our love & kisses, Jean & Butch.

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July 16 ’44 Sun. 7:20 P.M.

Hello Darling!

Another lonesome Sun. without you. I wonder how many more there will be? Week-ends are always the worst cause I don’t get any letters. I suppose you’re in Albany by now, & I keep wondering how you like it. I hope it’s a nice place & the officers are nice to you. Write & tell me all about it. Where you sleep & how many sailors there are, etc.

I meant to write you a nice long letter tonite but we are going to the Armo & it’s getting pretty late. I intended to do so much today & didn’t get anything done! Went to Dot’s after 11 o’clock Mass. Victor & Bob served together at 11 & you don’t know how good it makes me feel to see them both on the altar – so devout & all. It made me cry – I was so proud. They looked so nice & they really know how to serve. Wish you could have seen them, honey!

Well, I went home with them, – I had already eaten before Mass but ate a piece of bacon & toast. Then Dot & I got to talking & about 1 o’clock Gwen came over. So I stayed there til almost five, then rushed home & washed out a few things & straightened the house. I went back & ate supper & Bob said he would help Dot with the dishes so I came home & washed my hair. I wanted to write you before we go to the show, too.

Gwen looks good, she showed us some pictures Glen sent. He looks good, too. Since he found out about the baby, he writes he is coming home when it happens or maybe before. He can get an emergency leave for a couple of months. She says she doesn’t want him to cause she hates to see him go again. Maybe by that time the war will be over. I hope so. Her baby is due about Jan. 10th. About 3 weeks before “Butch.”

Honey, do you think you can get a leave to come home when Butch is born? The war news has really been encouraging lately. Have you been hearing the news broadcasts? Oh! If only it would be over by then – & you could come home to stay!

The weather has been a little cooler here. How is the weather in Albany? Hope it isn’t hot there. Do you wear your blues all the time?

Well, sweetheart, I want to take a bath before I go so I can go right to bed when I get home. I know these last 2 letters haven’t been much but I’ll try to write a nice long one next time. I go to the Dr. again tomorrow nite. Dot will probably go with me.

Take good care of yourself, darling, & God be with you always! I love you more than I could ever say & miss you more every day! I’m thinking of you every minute & can’t wait til we’re together again!

All our love & kisses to “Daddy,”

Jean & Butch

Didn’t get to go to Mom’s today like I planned. Guess I’ll have to wait til I quit work before I can get anything done!

Kim’s note: This is the inside of Holy Family Church in south St. Louis where Victor and Bobby served mass. This is my aunt and uncle’s wedding in 1963, so there were probably changes between then and 1944.

HF 1963 001

July 9, ’44 Sun. 8:P.M.

Hello Sweetheart!

I have the radio on & Readers’ Digest just came on – it makes me think of the Sundays we listened to it in Ogden at Mom’s. And the time you shut the radio off just when it started & I got so mad at you, remember? Gee, those were happy days, weren’t they, honey?

We are going to the Armo tonite again! It’s about the only think we ever do. Our baby sure will be broke in on shows! ha.

Had a pretty busy day. Went to bed last nite at 11 oclock & got up at 10 A.M! It’s my only day to sleep, so I do. I’d like to go to Communion more often but if I go to a later Mass & don’t eat, I feel lousy in Church & am always afraid I’ll get sick. But, I figure I’m going to quit work soon & then I can get more sleep during the week & then go to an early Mass on Sunday. Maybe I can go to Mass & Communion during the week sometimes, too. Well, I ate a big breakfast, took a bath, & went to 11 oclock Mass. Went to Dot’s afterwards for a little while then came home. Washed out my blue dress & a few other things. Washed dishes, straightened the house good & then ironed. (It was my ironing from the clothes I washed last Sunday!) Got all thru at 5 – & went to Dot’s for supper. I just got back from there & got cleaned up. Rose & Dan were just over. They fixed all the rest of the house up but Mom is going to paper the kitchen & bath. He cleaned all the rest of the paper himself & varnished all the floors. Didn’t bother Mom for a thing! Their house sure looks nice now!

Honey, it’s 7:35 Mon. morning & I got to hurry. I’m sorry I was too tired to finish this last nite but I’ll write a nice letter tonite. I love you more than anything else in the world & pray we can be together soon! Take good care of yourself & God be with you always!

All our love & kisses,

Jean & Butch

XXXXXXXXX

July 8 ’44 Sat 9:P.M.

dot & jean

Dot and Jean

Hello Honey –

Here are the pictures at last! I couldn’t hardly wait for Thurs. to get heres o I could get them but then I forgot all abou them Thurs. cause we worked overtime & last nite I went to the dentist & then the Armo. I got them this aft. Dot & the kids could hardly wait to see them! They turned out pretty good, I think. I know you’ll get a kick out of the kids dressed as “cannibals!” I wish those pictures could have been in color! They ones of the kids dressed up as cannibals & me in a skirt & blouse were taken June 25th. I want to send you some every month, honey. What do you think of “Mom”?? ha. The one of your mother & I would hav ebeen a swell picture if T.J. wouldn’t have jumped in front of Mom & blurred it. I wanted to have one of just MOm & I, for a change, – so I’ll take another one when I go out there again. Helen took some pictures too but hasn’t finished her roll yet. So she will probably send you some of T.J. & Bobby. I know you like to see them too.

Frank, honey, I know you have a lot of stuff so I know you won’t want to keep the pictures. But, if you do want to keep any of them, go ahead & just send the rest back. Keep them all if you want but I know you don’t have much room for stuff like that.

Honey, I asked John about the coal today & he said Ok. He will get it. But we have some yet & he doesn’t think there will be room for even 2 tons. I told him to go ahead & get all it would hold & I would settle with him. I told him you said hello & he seemed so pleaed. He always asks about you & so does the Baker.

It rained & stormed here this morning & again this aft. It’s a little cooler now. The heat doesn’t get a chance to bother Butch & I much cause it’s air-conditioned at work & I’m too sleepy to notice it at nite, I just slept by the front room door one nite — like I used to, remember? But if you were home again, I think I’d sleep out on the porch with you, mosquitoes & all, just to be close to you! When this is over, I’ll never let you get away from me again, honey!

Watty Miller, our Assistant Manager at work, left the Bureau yesterday. He went to Akron, Ohio, where his sister lives, to take over a business with his sister’s husband. If he is successful, he will send for his wife & 2 children & stay there. Of course, he is on a leave of absence until he finds out. I don’t think he will be back, tho. All the kids sure miss him. He really helped us kids a lot. Now I guess we will really get shoved around down there – he always took our part & saw to it we didn’t work so hard! I’m glad I’m going to quit – cause it seems to get worse every day down there. We are all hoping Al (you know, the kid I always liked – a good Catholic boy) will get his job. We all pitched in a buck & bought Watty a new gold plated key chain. He was so proud of it & put it on right away. He almost cried when we gave it to him. He thought a lot of his kids, & everyone liked him.

Well, honey, this is Sat. nite. I wonder where you are & what you are doing? If we were only together! I guess you see about as many shows as I do. We are going to have a very exciting evening! I promised to treat Dot & the kids to a soda at George’s! Then I’m going to bed to dream of the sweetest husband & father-to-be in the world!

Guess that’s it for tonite, sweetheart. Take good care of yourself for Butch & I, & God be with you always! I love you & miss you so –! Sometimes I can’t stand it! Pleae hurry home to us – honey, we love you so much!

All our love & kisses,

Jean & Butch.

July 3, ’44 Mon. 8:30 P.M.

My darling –

Just finished dishes & I’m sitting out in front writing this. It’s getting dark so I may have to finish this inside.

Well, today was my big day again! 3 letters from my sweetheart & nice long sweet ones, too! Of course, all your letters are sweet, honey, & I don’t know what I would do without them. Besides our baby, they are all I have to look forward to these days.

Most of the stores were closed today on account of the 4th being tomorrow. We thought sure we would get off too but the railroads decided against it. All the big stores were closed, tho, & when we left work, downtown looked so deserted. I’m glad we don’t have to work tomorrow. It will be a good chance to clean the house. I’ve really only cleaned it good one time since I spring house-cleaned. It’s really dusty. I don’t feel like starting in to clean it good on Sat. aft. & just don’t get around to it on Sunday. I’m really getting lazy. But after I quit work, I’ll have plenty of time for the house – so I don’t worry too much about it now.

Honey, I still don’t like the idea of you getting 2 letters one day & none the next. Wonder why that is? I mail them at the same time every morning.

I’m so glad you had such a good game of horse-shoes with Smith! I didn’t know he could play so good? When the guys pitch h-shoes here – it makes me so blue & it almost seems I can hear you & Doc yelling at each other like you used to do.  – No, Doc didn’t get married & didn’t say anything about it but Dot always talks like it’s all settled & they would be married now if it wasn’t for the war. I like Dot Ok. & I hope if she & Doc really love one another they can get married some day.

So you got to go swimming? I’ll bet you wish they had let you in with the WAVES! Is the pool outside or inside? Can you see the WAVES swim? Or them see you? I hope not! I’m glad you got to go, tho. What kind of pool do they have? Guess I won’t do any swimming this year. Of course, I wouldn’t want to go without you, honey, not even to Maplewood with the kids. Nothing’s any fun without you. And swimming was always our sport. Next year, tho, we’ll have to start teaching our baby to swim! Won’t we? I hope he (or she) likes to swim & is a good swimmer like his “Pop!”

Hon, I don’t know how long Mickey M. will be here – at least a month or so, anyway. I told him all about you & he said to tell you hello.

Yes, Frank, I agree with you about going to bed so late – I sure hate to give up the Armo but unless they start it earlier I’m going to have to, at least until I quit work. It’s not so bad if I have your letter written before I go – then I can come home & go right to bed & get 7 hrs. sleep.

I’ll send the pictures Thurs, And I’ll take some every once in a while, honey. We can always get film, I think.

Honey, I forgot there are 2 air bases in Salt Lake. But V. David is serving Mass this week, so he will get Fr. Auer’s address for you – from Sister – tomorrow. Fr. Auer should be there by now. I’ll send his address as soon as I get it.

Frank, I wish you wouldn’t say you want to go to sea! Do you really? I was willing to let you go before cause I knew it was your duty & I was proud of you for wanting to go – but I can’t see how you could possibly want to leave the States now! I’m sorry you saw that picture if it made you want to leave “Butch” & I!

Frank, don’t worry, I’ll get money from Mom when I need it. I just don’t want to take it til I have to. If I can pay what I owe before I quit work – I can live on my allotment & just use the Bond money for necessities that come up – Medicine, clothes, etc. But don’t think I’d be afraid to get the money from Mom. After all, it’s ours, & she knows I’m doing my best to pay off my bills without using any of it. I told her I might need some of the bonds later – I just don’t want to use them to pay Dr. W. or her.

Darling, I wish you would go see about your feet — and if you are going to just do carpenter work in Oakland – you could do just as much here at home. Maybe you could get out on account of them. You said you might stay in Oakland for the duration & like I said, – you could be doing the same thing here at home. You know what I mean. Anyway, ask the Dr. about your feet. I hate to be unpatriotic – but as long as you are not going to fight you could do your part at home just as well. Gamble has Defense jobs, don’t they? I want you to be with me so bad!

10:45 P.M.

The kids came home from T.G. park swimming & said there was a Concert in the park so Dot & I went over. It was really grand! There was a big crowd. You wouldn’t know the Park. They are having all kinds of activities there this summer for the whole family. Mom & Anna would have enjoyed the concert. They played lots of songs & then played songs so everyone could sing! Dot & I sure liked it. Wish you could have been with us. When they played “Anchors Aweigh” I wanted to cry. Everything reminds me of you, honey.

I’m so glad you got to go to Mass on Wed. What time is it? Do you have time to eat chow when you go? It’s a shame more boys don’t go. Jack says the boys really get religious when they know they are going overseas. I feel sorry for that Priest. Try to go as often as you can, honey.

So you have your radio again. I’m glad & honey don’t worry about your letters being “crazy.” I’m glad you can listen to the radio. Your letters are sweet no matter what you say!

I guess ‘Mom’ got my letter last Friday about the baby. Go back & see her often. She was always so good to us & I’ll never forget our “miracle” happened in her house! Guess we’ll have to reserve our old room every year or so! ha.

No, I didn’t hear from Martha & Geo. would have told me if she called. I’m so sorry I missed her but maybe she will call me on her way back if she comes thru St. Louis.

Frank, please don’t send me any of your money! I’ll be mad if you do & I’ll send it right back! I’m doing Ok. I have more money than you, anyway. And I can always get the bonds from Mom – please don’t send me any! I mean it!

I guess I’ll go to the Dr. every 3 wks. He won’t let me drive a car or I could go in Geo’s car – Don’t worry, honey, the street-cars aren’t bad & other women have done it before. I’ll be alright & I wish just as you that you were here to take me. But I guess God can’t give us everything! And he’s been so good to us already!

It’s a shame things are so bad up there – the CB’s acting so smart & Lt. Frey getting so mean. I hope, for your sake, you do leave July 15th even if you go further away from me! Let me know right away if you get another extension. They sure must like you guys even if they are mean to you – trying to get another extension. Just think, honey, I could have stayed with you all this time!

Honey, I’ll ask John about the coal & I guess I’ll have to use a bond to buy it. I forgot all about it but Dot says to be sure & get it on account of the baby.

I asked Vic about the shirts & he said he has 2 new ones so don’t get him any – but he still would like to have the watch band if you can get it. Let him know what it costs & I’ll send it to you in one of my letters.

When I talked to Ed about Phil about 2 wks. ago, they hadn’t heard from him since the Invasion but Ed said he thinks he is just busy. I”m sure he’s Ok. But I’ll ask Ed about him next time I see him. I guess his address is still the same.

Say, I’m beginning to think you like to go to the Pool on the WAVES nites! Why don’t you find out when the Sailors nites are? You better stay away from those WAVES & all the gals! I notice you & Smith are together a lot. Does he still go around with girls? I like him a lot but not if he wants you to go with girls or even talk to them! I guess he doesn’t think there is anything wrong in that, but I do! Anyway, tell him & the rest I said hello. How is Bea getting along?

Well, sweetheart, guess I just about answered all your questions. Thanks so much for writing me such nice sweet letters everyday. Just think, tomorrow – is the 4th of July. Remember the fun we used to have on that day? I hope we can all go to the river next year anyway – then we’ll have our baby! Won’t that be swell, honey?

I hope we can get a hold of a car after the war, even if it’s a used one – cause we will sure need it. Geo. never did say anything about the “Jeep.”

Honey, I have to leave you now but will write more tomorrow. Take good care of yourself darling, & God be with you always! I love you & miss you more every day! Please hurry home!

All our love & kisses, Jean & Butch

July 2, 1944 11:00 A.M. Sun. (From Frank)

StMaryMagdalenSaltLake

Dearest Jean:

Received your sweet letter written Wed. I wish I could write like you, honey. Your letters are so nice. I read them over and over.

Well, honey, this is another lonesome week end. I wish you were here. I came here to Salt Lake last night, went to a show and to bed at the Elks’ Club. Got up at 8:00 and went to Church & Communion. That is the only reason I come to Salt Lake. It’s so much nicer to go to a show, then to bed, get up early, and go to a nice Church. Instead of go back and forth to the Depot.

I guess as soon as I get finished writing this letter, I’ll go back to Ogden for awhile.

The weather here is fine. Sun is shining and a nice cool breeze. We have to wear our whites again. This is only the second time I had mine on. They’re nice and cool, but so hard to keep clean. If we had a washing machine, it wouldn’t be so bad. I’ll try to get a picture for you just as soon as I can, honey.

I miss you so much every day, honey, but Sat. and Sun. is worse than ever. I hope and pray every day we can be together soon.

How is Butch coming along, honey? Is Butch giving you any trouble? I hope you are taking good care of yourself. Please try to get more sleep, honey. We don’t want anything to happen.

Well, honey,  I guess this is all for now. Not much of a letter. I’m so sorry. I’ll try to do better next time.

I love you so much, honey. And hope and pray every day we will be together soon. I would give any thing if I could hold you in my arms again. I miss you so much, honey. Please take good care of yourself and Butch. God be with you both.

All my Love & kisses,

Frank.

Catholicism in Utah: http://catholichistory.net/Spotlights/SpotlightUtah.htm